Just Thinking

Well I have just been blog hopping and it has got me thinking! Why I am not the best writer? All of my life I have been a horrible writer. I think a lot of it is genetic ha ha no idea who to blame for that because my Grandma and my mom are two of the smartest people I know. Maybe it is because my mom helped and did a lot of my writing in jr. high and high school. It is funny because now as I am teaching writing to my first graders most of the time I am not even sure the correct grammatical order. Seriously my grammar needs work. I am glad that I don't use were and was interchangeably because that drives me crazy, "was you going to do that?" oh come on we don't live in hickville! Anyway I have decided the only way I am going to become a better writer is to write more. Which is always my goal on my blog, so here goes nothing.

Things I want to do this year...

I want to go on vacation so bad. A cruise would be way nice I am looking at cruises in August. It is sad that Trent and I literally have one week that we can go on vacation. I have to keep reminding my self that we have eternity to travel all the places I want to go. I so want to go to San Fran, New York, Seattle, Mertyl Beach, Mexico, Greece, Africa, Australia, and many other exotic places! My dream is to go stay at the Atlantis Resort in the Caribbean. I have always dreamed of going their since I was a little girl and I watched a show with Mary-Kate and Ashley Olsen in it. Oh man! I am such a cheese ball! Hopefully a vacation will come together for this summer!

I would love to buy a house but I know that, that is a major dream. Trent and I are really picky. We would love a fixer upper but would also love a move in ready house. Something we could live in but fix up as we could. One of the biggest problems is we want a yard. Most people do not want a yard so they are harder to find these days. We have walked thru a couple dozen houses and have not found anything quite yet. I am hoping someday soon the perfect one will pop up for us. I know it is all in the right timing!

I NEED to lose weight. I would love to lose 20-30 pounds. I know seems like a lot but that is about how much I have put on since getting married. I feel like nothing will work but part of that is because I am lazy and can't get my self to work out. I hate sweating which is a huge part of losing weight. So here is the goal I am trying my best to eat healthy and avoid all the junk food. I have started using a calorie counter. It really seems to help. I did not realize how many calories certain foods are. I am allowed 1200 calories a day. Which is nothing! I am struggling staying under 1500! I am going to keep trying. I am also trying YOGA which I really enjoy it stretches me out and I feel really good after. I know it is working my muscles cause man I am sore! I would love suggestions.

I want to start making more crafts and cooking more! I would love to discover some unknown talent of mine. I love to sew! I want to make something incredible like a quilt for our bed! Ha ha Not so incredible but I would love to actually finish a project. I really want to learn how to decorate cookies. I got a whole bunch of new recipes can't wait to try them out!

Things I need to do...

Finish school. I am so close I have only my final project this summer! I am so excited to be done and have a freaking Masters Degree! I can't believe that I have a graduate degree it seems so unreal. It is funny, because in movies it is such a HUGE deal but it wasn't as hard as I thought it would be. Although failing my comps was tough! YUCK! But i will be done in JULY! Hooray!

Deep clean my house! It is crazy how much stuff you can accrue in two years! I feel like I have piles everywhere which i know is not true but man does it feel that way. Somedays I wish that I was OCD about cleaning. I kind of am when it comes to dust! I hate dust and gross bathroom stuff! I just want to be better at organizing when I get stuff rather than putting it off!

I need to catch up with old friends I really miss my high school friends! I want to keep in touch more with Frances. She is like a sister to me and I miss her terribly. I want to know whats going on in her life! I have always had a hard time with friends and she has always been there for me. We have know each other since 7th grade. 12 years ago we met! I can't believe it has been that long! She is so incredible. I have always looked up to her. I wish that we still lived close enough that we could just play when ever we had a free minute. Man do I miss her. She always knew when I needed her and would call a the perfect time! I love you Frannie! My other girl half! ;)

I need to start being better at my visiting teaching. Every month I feel renew and gun hoe. But some how I never get to it! So that is a major goal of mine! Visiting Teaching HERE I COME!

Ok well enough rambling! I'll right more another night! But I think this is a good start to journaling! :0